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I miss my family so much. May be it sound like funny thing for some friends that always with their family. But not for me as a wanderer girl. Now, I want to meet my Mom exactly. I can't imagine, what have my sister done there? She was coming back to our hometown when I was sick several days ago. My Mom have sent me a message and asked me to came back as soon as possible last week. She missed me too. But, it's impossible coz I must teach here. I wanna do something that can make her happy and she'll remember me because the thing.

I wanna sleep in your shoulder. And I do it when I was with you. You make me sleep in your bed. With your mildness. I'm so comfort with it. I hope you're fine there and I know you always pray to me. Although we only can meet one in a year, I promise I just wanna with you when I was there.

This is my love Poetry for my mom

BUNDA

Bunda...
Kau adalah wanita tegar yang telah melahirkanku
Setegar karang yang tak pernah memperlihatkan sakitnya meski dipukul ombak
Kau adalah wanita yang begitu perhatian
Saat aku sakit
Saat aku menangis
Saat aku kesepian
Kau juga seindah matahari
Yang selalu mencoba untuk kembali lebih bersinar setelah tenggelam hari ini

Bunda...
Kau begitu sabar mendidikku
Selalu berusaha membuatku bangkit
Ketika kaki ini belum mampu berdiri tegak
Ketika kaki ini masih tertatih mengayun langkah

Bunda...
Kupandangi wajah teduhmu saat kau tertidur
Terdapat sebentuk wajah yang penuh dengan keikhlasan di sana
Terdapat sinar yang penuh dengan kesabaran
Terdapat sinar yang penuh dengan kasih sayang
Terdapat sebentuk wajah kelelahan karena aku

Ya... Aku
Aku yang selalu merepotkanmu
Aku yang selalu menyita perhatianmu
Aku yang selalu menyusahkanmu

Bunda...
Aku tahu
Jasamu tidak akan terbalas
Namun aku berusaha membuatmu bahagia
Bunda...
Meskipun kita jauh
Meskipun anak-anak sungai yang terbentang di ujung mata kita
Tapi hati kita tetap satu
Aku merasakan itu

Bunda...
Hanya doa yang dapat kupanjatkan untukmu
Hanya tangisku sebagai saksi
Betapa aku menyayangimu



Senin, Februari 09, 2009 | 2 comments |
I miss my family so much. May be it


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Friday is the last day of my exam. But, I was really couldn't survive with my condition. I haven't prepare anything for my exam. I didn't know how about my GPA this semester. I neither study nor sit and get up from my bed. I just take a rest. It's made me so bored.

I couldn't sleep well on the night. So, before shubuh I took a bath and hope I'll be more fresh and have new spirit to study. But, I'm really weak. I can't concentration to study anything. I tried to cook anything for my younger sister breakfast. She's still sick and asked a permission from me to came back to our hometown. I tough it's better than if she with my parents on this condition. After prepare anything, I just wait until sun rises.

I went to campus without any prepare for exam. I just alone in the classroom. I opened my notebook and it's the first time I studied for the exam today. I could understand some problems. But, before I finished study it, the examiners came in class. Oh... God! I'm really quit with my exam today.

The examiners gave me the paper sheet. I looked at the question. Hmmm,,, I answer all the question altough I knew that's not correctly 100%. I just wanna went outside as soon as possible. I wanna went to my home and just wanna took a rest. I'm really quit. I though that I couldn't go anywhere 'coz my health condition that so impossible.
Rabu, Februari 04, 2009 | 0 comments |